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YES! WE FINALLY FINISHED...........well...............sorta........... lol now i need that comp.............. i want it badly......................................................... u know wat im talking bout jeanne......... comp................... neways... now i got more room!!!!!!!......to studdy....... well... call me k? especially u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

... that same grl came in my dream again... wow... i still feel the same ways as the last dream... am i sapost 2 do sumthing? or is this wat ive been wanting this whole time? wat should i do? should i ignore it and go bak 2 my hw... or should i call her and do sumthing... ever since i promises myself and God that i wouldnt do anything till i knew she  was sent 4rm God ......... ive been stronger.. and i dont fall 4 grls easily... my friends r all...

"wow shes hot! dont u think shes cute? she lkes u u know..."

now... i can say..." so? .. im not looking 4 a gf..."

God strenghtens me and helps me through this time...

but... i hate it wen... grls are my friends becuz they like me... then later...... wen i cant do anything about it... wen i cant like them bak... they dont even talk 2 me... i... i want friends... not a bunch of grls wanting wat i cant giv them... i want them 2 actually want 2 b my friend.. even though they know wat i can and can not give... is that 2 much? sigh. i dont know...

i do know i want 2 be with someone... God has decieded hoo that is... even though i think i might lik someone... will it happen... will that grl ... be the one God chose? all i can do is pray... but... dang... that grl... some times i wish i was still in that dream... but i have to wake up... or reality will smack me in the face... and i wont be able to get up on my own...

i wish i can talk 2 her more... i wish she knew wat i felt... i wish she understood. i wish... that... at least we can be better friends then now...  i wish... many things...

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